When you quit your job to follow your partners

When you quit your job to follow your partners

The first time I quit my job to move abroad I was twenty-eight. I was working and lecturing as a social worker at a University Hospital.  Even though I wasn't a hot shot career woman, a VP or earning a lot, I felt like I was on top of the world. 

When my husband asked me to quit my job to move to Bordeaux, I answered, "Yes, absolutely. It is now or never!" I thought this would be a fun adventure and it would be easy to jump back in.  Very naive of me.  

In Bordeaux, I excelled at this expat thing. I learned French, had two babies, put my eldest in a French school and thoroughly enjoyed understanding their culture. I took it upon myself to grasp everything from the school system to their relationships. It was marvelous. 

The moves continued, my kids grew, and I started working again. As this happened, I became more and more reluctant to move yet again. 

I remember saying,  "It's not fair. I want recognition too. I can't keep on starting from zero. Don't do this to me again."

I don't think enough credit is given to the partners that quit their jobs to follow. I am still recovering from the position I left last and sometimes I just want people to thank me, not only my husband but others. I don't want someone to see me as a woman who just drinks coffee and has lunch. "What a great life you have? You've lived all over." I hear that, and I think, "Yes, it's great but I've left friends behind, been lonely, gave up on a lot and no one sees that."

How did I manage? Not always well. I complained for a while, was angry and then decided to create something of my own. I don't think there is a single piece of advice to give anyone who feels this frustration. The only thing I can say is.... you are not alone. I haven't met a single veteran expat who hasn't after years of this felt some exhaustion and well... a lack of recognition. 

Heres to us... the ones who quit our jobs to support our partners and families. 

–Allison Ochs, Social Worker M.S.W. , Coach, Expat, Mother of three, Wife

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